feeling a bit run down today. my thoughts have been filled with money problems the past few days and it's beginning to tire me out. one would think i might get motivated to get out and produce, but i'm not motivated. rather, i'm feeling the urge to hide under my covers all day and not answer my phone. I wonder if this is what boyfriend #3 was going through during the year i supported him? His bill collectors didn't know where to find him though. He hid under my covers all day. He motivates me more today than he ever did when we were together: I don't want to be like him. I don't want to be a burden on my friends and family. I can fight my blahs, not succumb to them. *sigh* At least he's good for something.
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